I'm tired, but couldn't find can let I rely on place

I'm tired, but couldn't find can let I rely on place.I don't know how a life now, this and I imagine the different.There is a difference between reality and imagination, now I know.Once I have been living in their own dream world, I will now return to the real world of complex life.I want to get out, but found that I no escape;I want to find a rely on, but everyone has someone else is on.Such feeling very sad, let me feel this world there are only himself.